[ [ she can barely hear him over the sound of her own heart throbbing, as well as her own sobs. she can't even look at him without crying some more. this is pathetic. she looks so pathetic right now.
and she's regretting everything. she wishes she could have just grown up as quickly as she wanted to. studying and graduating didn't really do much for her level of maturity, and it's why liking someone ends up with her being dumbstruck and acting so immaturely.
so she bites her lip hard to stop herself from sobbing. she even shakes her head a few times just to get him to stop looking at her, but that obviously doesn't work. things usually go well for her when she wings things, so why couldn't this be the same?
but eventually, she manages to heel and her sobs slow down. she stops crying. she says nothing for a while, a tooth still sinking into her lower lip. ]
Something... [ silence. she clears her throat. ] For someone you like...
too late...
and she's regretting everything. she wishes she could have just grown up as quickly as she wanted to. studying and graduating didn't really do much for her level of maturity, and it's why liking someone ends up with her being dumbstruck and acting so immaturely.
so she bites her lip hard to stop herself from sobbing. she even shakes her head a few times just to get him to stop looking at her, but that obviously doesn't work. things usually go well for her when she wings things, so why couldn't this be the same?
but eventually, she manages to heel and her sobs slow down. she stops crying. she says nothing for a while, a tooth still sinking into her lower lip. ]
Something... [ silence. she clears her throat. ] For someone you like...