[ He can't think. Sure, part of that might be because it feels like someone took a sledgehammer to his skull, but it's also because he's getting just as caught up in this feeling too. This time, this time, he isn't as caught up in the what if's, in how this should be saved until things are more cemented between them and instead he gives into feeling.
It's when he feels the grip on his shirt, her pulling him in that he finally gives in to shift that little bit further to lower himself onto her. His forearm presses into the bed so he doesn't have to let go of her neck, though his fingers do slide up until they can curl into her hair, gripping tight but no where near enough to hurt--but definitely more than enough to be felt. Like he's gripping on for dear life once the space is closed between them.
His knee even shifts to dig into the bed in the hope he doesn't put too much weight on her, but it probably is still more than he expects when his other hand moves to clutch at her hip as well, fingers digging in.
Why?
Well... it's not as though she's actually making this easy. The tempo has definitely been raised already when she starts kissing him more passionately and between one time when he pulls back to take a quick breath and the next kiss he loses himself in her. No matter what beliefs he's been brought up with, what she's told him and what he's seen here erase that feeling until all he can think about is returning that feeling. His head tilts and this time the kiss is hard, kind of like he's snapped into getting waaay too caught up in this as well. ]
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It's when he feels the grip on his shirt, her pulling him in that he finally gives in to shift that little bit further to lower himself onto her. His forearm presses into the bed so he doesn't have to let go of her neck, though his fingers do slide up until they can curl into her hair, gripping tight but no where near enough to hurt--but definitely more than enough to be felt. Like he's gripping on for dear life once the space is closed between them.
His knee even shifts to dig into the bed in the hope he doesn't put too much weight on her, but it probably is still more than he expects when his other hand moves to clutch at her hip as well, fingers digging in.
Why?
Well... it's not as though she's actually making this easy. The tempo has definitely been raised already when she starts kissing him more passionately and between one time when he pulls back to take a quick breath and the next kiss he loses himself in her. No matter what beliefs he's been brought up with, what she's told him and what he's seen here erase that feeling until all he can think about is returning that feeling. His head tilts and this time the kiss is hard, kind of like he's snapped into getting waaay too caught up in this as well. ]