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the once and future jesus. ([personal profile] sortileges) wrote2016-01-10 09:57 am
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"--a message and I'll get back to you as soon as I can.

Is that it? How do I tur--"
psycholawgy: (someone said psychology AGAIN)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-28 11:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's then that the recent events come back to her. nobody's truly able to cope in this place, so merlin is probably right.

she puts a hand on the side of her head and rubs it, and then she looks to the side. cake sounds so good right now... just look at that rainbow cake by the counter-- ah, she's getting distracted again. but she feels like she wouldn't be able to control herself anyway. so she gets up and heads to the counter and grab a slice of cake.

this is fine. ]


It's-- weird, isn't it? Having to go back to normal after what's happened. And then we just wait for the next worst thing.

It's always scary to sleep. I don't want to wake up the next day sometimes; especially when something bad could happen when the sun rises.
psycholawgy: (fucking trucy ate all my waffles)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-28 11:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she remains quiet until she walks back to her seat, letting the click of her heels echo through the room. though once she's ssated again and has offered a fork to merlin, she responds. ]

I'm fine with bad things happening to me. It's terrible, and it makes me shake in fear at times, but better me than anybody else.

[ she slices the cake with the side of her fork, and then she laughs sheepishly. ]

I've never told anybody this before.
psycholawgy: (but who cares about that bish?)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-28 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[ she can't help but think that way. she's tired of being protected, really. it's upsetting to her how she can't fight or she has no special powers or whatever. the only thing she has going for her is that she doesn't give up easily, her resilience.

she stabs the piece of cake she's sliced, though she doesn't put it in her mouth yet. ]


I just don't want others getting in trouble anymore. I'm-- [ fine... but that's a lie. ] I'll be fine, no matter what.

My boss told us to smile and never give up at the hardest of times, so I have to keep smiling and make sure the people around me are okay. [ and she doesn't want to make people upset, which is why she tends to hide what happens to her. in fact, her recent death was something she's only told a couple of people. ] But I'll try my best not to think that way. I know it's a skewed way of thinking.

[ she puts the cake in her mouth and smiles. there's nothing wrong going on here, nope. ]
psycholawgy: (hey! brother! oh!)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-29 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
[ ah... merlin gets her. she frowns as she's hit, and she doesn't even flinch or react violently to it. ]

It's something I'm working on. [ she says gently, tapping the cake with the teeth of her fork. she doesn't look him in the eye when she says it, too. instead, she looks at the empty space next to merlin. she can't look him in the eye like this. not right now. ] I've just gotten used to doing things on my own, even when I was little. [ her mother died when she was eleven, after all. and it's not like there were a lot of kids in the cosmos space center that she was able to make a lot of friends. ]

Also, [ now she looks him in the eye, eyes soft. ] you shouldn't hit princesses.
psycholawgy: (do you want to build a snowman?)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-29 12:29 am (UTC)(link)
[ it is going to be difficult, and she's slowly working towards fixing it... maybe someday in the future, she'll learn to depend on people. but for now, she'll keep doing things on her own. there are people relying on her; she can't let them down. ]

I'll do what I can.

And you should respect them, of course. [ she'd say something about dancing because she'd really like to see him dance but she'd rather not get the dress damaged because he steps on it by accident.

and even hold her hand!! but ah... she'll contain herself. she really likes how warm he is, okok. ]
psycholawgy: (and good fortune for us all)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-29 12:39 am (UTC)(link)
Then you should have bowed when I came back earlier, [ she says, a mischievous smile on her face. it looks like she's been waiting to say this for a while, too. ]

But I'm kidding. Don't do that.

[ it's not like she knows what princessss do, anyway. she's been called "princess" many times, but it's only because she only got what she wanted before. ]
psycholawgy: (ready to rumble)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-29 12:58 am (UTC)(link)
Some people deserve it, even if they're in a high position.

[ just keeping it real here. ]

I mean, I had to grab a policeman by the arm to flip and throw him because he was being a jerk to me.

[ she also called a prosecutor an arrogant jerk while in court... so... you know... she totally gets it. (she still wants special treatment, though.) ]
psycholawgy: (PARKAS!!)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-29 01:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ her eyes just narrow at that. ah... ]

Is that why you got veggies thrown your way?
psycholawgy: (goddess of the moon is artemis)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-29 01:16 am (UTC)(link)
[ there is no judgment here, nope...

curiously, she asks: ]
And he's changed because of you?

[ this is nice. merlin telling her about what it's like where it's from. it's always a lot of fun getting to know her friends. ]
psycholawgy: (awww come get summa dis)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-29 01:22 am (UTC)(link)
It sounds like he isn't so bad after all, even if he doesn't give you any breaks.

[ she can't help but smile at that. but she hides it by stuffing her mouth with cake. once she's swallowed: ]

Who are Guinevere and Lancelot?
psycholawgy: (so the boyfriend is the prosecution's...)

u thirsty

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-29 01:34 am (UTC)(link)
[ her eyebrows twitch at the mention of forgery. surely circumstances back then were different, but where she's from, forgery is not to be taken lightly. especially in the court of law. and she's immediately reminded of professor means, one of the people she despises so much. but his reasons for falsifying evidence is different, though. it was for his self-gain.

merlin, on the other hand... his intentions seem different. ]


That's not right. [ she can't hide it. she's just not pleased with it. ] But I'm sure you meant well. Especially if he really deserves to be knighted.
psycholawgy: (moscow moscow)

[personal profile] psycholawgy 2016-02-29 01:44 am (UTC)(link)
[ she can't say anything now, so she thinks of ways to change the subject. she'd rather not argue with him over this. and actually, she'd rather not argue with him, of all people. he has a good heart, and that's what's important. ]

I'm sure Arthur will do something about it when he becomes king.

[ there???? was that good enough???? ]

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THROWS UP ALL OVER AGAIN

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kisses you back to life

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same tbh...

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