[ Well, no one said the two couldn't go hand in hand. He holds up the plate a bit, digging in his fork and twisting a bit to ensure it doesn't fall off, then proceeds to chow down that mouthful slowly to ensure he doesn't choke on it. ]
[ she's slow and graceful with her movements this time around. she lifts her fork and twirls it around some pasta. the ball of pasta she has around her fork isn't so big, just enough to get a taste of the spaghetti.
and she puts it in her mouth and chews silently. sure is quiet on her end here. ]
[ It's really unnerving that she's being this quiet, and now he knows that he apparently spoke to her last night (did she visit after he got back? did she call him? he call her?) he wonders if he said something he shouldn't have.
She isn't usually this quiet unless something is bothering her. Right? ]
...What is it? [ He only asks after he finishes his next mouthful, rolling up a bit more pasta but keeping it against the plate for now. ] Did I do something? [ :(? ]
[ He glances down at her, staying quiet as he takes another bite. ]
What did I do? [ Though he has to pause then as he looks down at himself, thankfully his face healed while he slept but... ] And I'm not hurt now, whatever it was.
[ she slaps the bed with both her hands on both sides, clearly upset now. she doesn't even know which she's more upset about. him forgetting, or him not taking better care of himself. she wants to be selfish because he's said so many things to her that to her, are unforgettable, but...
now she's just crying because she honestly doesn't know what she's mad about. ]
It was like you hit your head or something, and you even fell, and— [ she holds back a sob. ] and what if you weren't able to go home? What if somebody beat you up in an alley because you were drunk?
[ okay, maybe her reasons for being upset are clear now. ]
[ Okay, you know what? The spaghetti is getting put back on the tray now so he can pay proper attention to her. He first swipes his thumb under her eye. ]
I don't really remember getting home either, but... [ He smiles softly then, cups her face with his hand. ] I was with Fay and Charlie, they weren't going to leave me in a bar to fend for myself. They wouldn't do that.
[ Best not tell her how he took a mace for one of them already, huh? Even if it was in ViViD it's probably a worrying thing. ]
I wouldn't have gone so far if I didn't trust them.
[ ...His head lowers a bit, and really it's better when Gaius scolds him as he yells. This feels much worse. It's why rather than turning back to the food he just presses his face down against the bed instead, going quiet.
And sad. If she's listening, that's all she'll hear now, sorry but... ]
[ she is listening. she can't not listen, but she can't help but cry anyway, making her own sadness louder than his. ]
I don't even know why I'm being like this— [ another sob. this is so stupid. this is just like back on the rooftop before everything happened. ] I'm just glad you're fine now.
[ It hurts hearing her cry like this too, when he doesn't understand either. One thing he can do though is twist a bit so he can shuffle closer. His arm curves over her waist to pull her in against himself, cuddling close. ]
Sorry. I didn't mean to worry you. [ His head presses against her back then, his other arm wiggling under her side to give her a proper hug. ] ...I probably just missed you. And I really am... It's just a headache now, you don't need to worry anymore.
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Go ahead. [ Take a bite :9 ]
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and she puts it in her mouth and chews silently. sure is quiet on her end here. ]
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She isn't usually this quiet unless something is bothering her. Right? ]
...What is it? [ He only asks after he finishes his next mouthful, rolling up a bit more pasta but keeping it against the plate for now. ] Did I do something? [ :(? ]
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You didn't do anything. But you did do something last night. [ a pause, and she immediately sounds concerned. ] You even got hurt.
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What did I do? [ Though he has to pause then as he looks down at himself, thankfully his face healed while he slept but... ] And I'm not hurt now, whatever it was.
Did I worry you?
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[ she slaps the bed with both her hands on both sides, clearly upset now. she doesn't even know which she's more upset about. him forgetting, or him not taking better care of himself. she wants to be selfish because he's said so many things to her that to her, are unforgettable, but...
now she's just crying because she honestly doesn't know what she's mad about. ]
It was like you hit your head or something, and you even fell, and— [ she holds back a sob. ] and what if you weren't able to go home? What if somebody beat you up in an alley because you were drunk?
[ okay, maybe her reasons for being upset are clear now. ]
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I don't really remember getting home either, but... [ He smiles softly then, cups her face with his hand. ] I was with Fay and Charlie, they weren't going to leave me in a bar to fend for myself. They wouldn't do that.
[ Best not tell her how he took a mace for one of them already, huh? Even if it was in ViViD it's probably a worrying thing. ]
I wouldn't have gone so far if I didn't trust them.
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You should eat your food. It'll make you feel better.
[ she can be such a brat most of the time... gomen. . . ]
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I'm not going to feel better if you won't even look at me.
[ :(!!!!!!! ]
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Maybe later.
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And sad. If she's listening, that's all she'll hear now, sorry but... ]
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I don't even know why I'm being like this— [ another sob. this is so stupid. this is just like back on the rooftop before everything happened. ] I'm just glad you're fine now.
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Sorry. I didn't mean to worry you. [ His head presses against her back then, his other arm wiggling under her side to give her a proper hug. ] ...I probably just missed you. And I really am... It's just a headache now, you don't need to worry anymore.
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her hands move to hold onto his, gripping them tight as if telling him not to let go. ]
You said some weird things, too.
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What did I say?
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I don't want to tell you. Not right now.
[ you don't deserve more shit after what she just made you go through. ]
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Another time then? [ He smiles against her though when she laughs, relieved that she seems to be feeling a little better. ]
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[ but no, she doesn't want to tell him unless it's for blackmail purposes. sorry, merlin. :) ]
Will you eat now?
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Though, he can't help it, he grins against her when she asks that, trying to hold back a laugh. ]
I don't know, you still aren't looking at me.
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and athena wiggles a bit to turn as well, too. ]
There.
[ it's really a mystery how being so close to him like this isn't uncomfortable by any means. ]
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That's better. [ He leans a bit to press his forehead against hers, palms flattening against her back. ] Thank you for coming over.
[ For coming to take care of me is left unsaid. ]
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Please feel better soon.
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I already feel a little better.
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[ what is she, a nanny? ]
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That means letting go.
[ Apparently!!!!! ]
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i'm crying
good
huffs
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2thirsty gomen
good god
i should have gone to church with you
so you can think about bjs too huh
oh i can do that anywhere u///u
oh... then i guess we can't be together
no........ ;n; i meant the church included!!!!
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the hell is this
sweats... this is what happens when you corrupt innocent men athena
she didn't tell him to /watch/ videos smh
how else was he going to know what kind of kiss that's supposed to be?!?!
not knowing AT ALL instead?!
after she already mentioned it?!?!?! at least he only looked up the kissing and not the Rest
god why
:c he wants to make her happy why else
YOU KNOW WHAT NVM
DSGSKDGKDG WOW........
>:C!!!!
:*?!
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yeah good
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;n;
'u'
:T
i love you... (unsure)
why the unsure?!
bc
;n;
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